[What Esther really wants to say, she keeps to herself: that maybe others should consider themselves lucky not to be saddled with her existence. No, that's too personal to trust to anyone else. And this question, after all, is not solely about her.]
This ship doesn't "love" anyone. Neither does the Admiral, or he wouldn't do such a poor job of choosing who comes here. [The fact that she's recently had the same thought about God doesn't elude her.]
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This ship doesn't "love" anyone. Neither does the Admiral, or he wouldn't do such a poor job of choosing who comes here. [The fact that she's recently had the same thought about God doesn't elude her.]