[Point of fact, Esther is hiding many things, and she hesitates, attempting to best orchestrate her plans. There is, honestly, no point at all to denying or hiding any knowledge the rest of the Barge has of her. Her presentation at this point is out of habit. She shrugs, sighing slightly.] You might be better off asking the rest of the ship what they think of me. No doubt they can give you a vivid image.